I would not worry about negative votes
I would be very worried about how you were drugged and kidnapped – thank goodness, there were tapes !!
I would talk to my parents, my employer, my lawyer and the police and I would not rest until the charges of kidnapping were successfully tried by a court.
It is naïve to expect volunteer moderators to ensure the security of the content. Even if the current lot is good, you never know who will have access to this content in a year.
Your lawyer will have the necessary information to ensure that you are not sanctioned for your own behavior, but even if you do, it will be a small price to pay to bring the kidnappers to justice. Make no mistake, if someone drugs you and prevents you from spending the day, it is a kidnapping.
FWIW If you had immediately consulted a doctor, you could have used the equivalent of a rape kit to prove that you had been drugged and kept against your will.
These guys seem to have more history back if
I guess that there is an element of gay disparagement, do not mix with people who do not accept you for who you are.